Potential spoilers? The first several chapters make such little sense that while on a road trip I started complaining out loud to my friends about how confusing it was. I kept reading because I wanted to see if any of it got explained. It ended up with me going chapter by chapter and giving my friends updates. The only thing that got me through this books was the fact that it made them angry too. And they didn’t even have to read it. Still don’t have any of the answers I’ve been waiting for since like chapter 2/3