I'm not well.

It's not that subtle but LWJ's words clearly has more meaning to them. It just feels like he doesn't know what to say or how to say but his intentions reflect in his actions and expressions that are sometimes hardly noticeable. 

WWX had the worst of luck. Nothing good ever happened to him. He was always misjudged and misunderstood. 

"He hadn’t thought about killing Jin Zixuan. Not at all . He had never intended to kill Jin Zixuan at all! It was just that, for some reason, he’d somehow failed to control Wen Ning in that moment… He had suddenly lost control!"

"Why in the world did I have to strand myself at the Burial Mounds for all these years? he asked himself. Why must I be subjected to all this? Why did i have to go down this path in the first place? Why must I do this to myself? How does everyone else see me? What, exactly, have I gotten out of any of this? Am I crazy? Am I crazy? Am I crazy?!
If only he had never chosen this path to begin with."

I don't even know what to say. The whole scene of him and Wen Qing and Wen Ning in the cave was sad. And if that wasn't enough, when Jiang Yanli died, it was the breaking point. I cried. What WWX did was not right, indeed but I Don't know how to feel about it. It's really unfortunate and depressing. I'm at loss of words. I sympathize with him. But then again, what he did was still not right. But his actions were a bit justified and that's what throws me in this turmoil. 

But then we moved back to the present, and it was heartwarming to see the juniors following WWX. It was cute. That scene on the boat as well, the way they blushed.

"Wei Wuxian rubbed his neck, feeling secretly delighted and smug even as he lamented to himself. Ahh, Lan Zhan is honestly… Had I known this would happen, I wouldn’t have woken up. I could have lain in his arms the entire journey if I was still out cold."

Yes. They're just friends. Of course.

I needed to read about their date! Just confess already. The art was so good! 

"He wasn’t scared of falling. He had fallen many times over the years. But hitting the ground still hurt. How wonderful it would be if there was someone there to catch him."
 
"Jiang-shushu, Madam Yu—it’s me again, here to disturb your peace. I really wanted to bring this person here to show him to you, though. Please consider those two bows our wedding bows to the Heaven, the Earth, the father, and the mother. So please—help me lock this guy down first. Let me owe you the third and final wedding bow for now. I’ll find a chance to make good on it in the future…" 

God! They're just friends. No doubt.

That reveal about WWX transferring his golden core to JC was shocking. He really suffered those insults and pains just for JC. WWX deserved better. 

The gay panic of WWX in the last chapter was fun to read. And I've said it before many times that drunk Lan Zhan was cute but that bath scene! My lord I wasn't prepared!