This book was my first MM read so far. There were so many feelings in this book along with addiction, heartache and trauma that I could not put this one down. I fell madly in love with Ollie and Hunters from the jump, even if it was a total roller-coaster. The love to hate to love in this reminded me of my relationships and it felt so true to life. This is a new added trope for my must reads in the future and I am glad Shae popped that cherry for me with this book. 5 ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐for me. I would like to see more books come from this author in the future.