I am glad I didn't watch the movie first, though maybe I wouldn't have chose this book to read at work. God, it is sexual . A little here or there was expected but no it was a good portion. It didn't make it less enjoyable, more surprising than anything. Although, I do think the hype surrounding it was at its detriment. The writing style wasn't exactly my favorite. It seemed to drag a bit in some areas. And again, for the hype around it, I was expecting to enjoy it more. What ultimately saved the book for me was the last chapter. As I sit here mourning my relationship, the last chapter sat with me. It healed small bits of my heart. It was everything I needed in this moment.