I really liked this to start with but then somewhere in the middle started to feel unsatisfied but also maybe unsettled (which is better but still hard going). And for a while, re my feelings that made me flinch away from it;  I was like ‘I get that’s the point…BUT’ but then more pages went by and I lost my but and there were some great passages and the last section - bits of it were good enough to make me panicky. Not sure about the VERY end but yeah this got to me.