After completing the story, I couldn't bring myself to finish the extras when I realised that this was going to be my last encounters with Wangxian. These books had emotionally affected me somehow and it's hard to let them go. But now after almost 2 months, I finally decided to finish the volume.


“Lan Zhan! Lan Wangji! Hanguang-jun! I…I genuinely wanted to sleep with you earlier!”

Yeah he's a dumbass. Picked the best place and time.
But then he confessed properly and oh How much I was longing for it to happen since such a long time. And LWJ repeating those words to him while embracing him tight was heartwarming. Finally. They deserved that. I cried happy tears. 


After getting to know the story behind the discipline whips scars and the brand on LWJ's chest, I'm speechless. I don't know what to say. To think that LWJ loved him all along, like that.
Wangxian's story is so emotional and heartwarming like can you imagine waiting for your lover for 13 years who's dead and you don't even know if he'll come back so you're literally just suffering and coping with it? He started questioning the morals, the whites and blacks for WWX. WWX did a lot of mistakes and had a lifetime of regrets but LWJ still defended him, protected him, saved him, cared for him, loved him and chose to walk the single plank bridge with him. I mean bro, this guy is just really something else. Get a man like LWJ. Their story was awesome, the pacing was awesome. WWX was such a fun character and a well-written one. It was amazing. I love these two.
I love the fact that the story itself isn't about homosexuality as a concept but about pure love which just happened to be between two men. 


Jiang cheng is such a complex well-written character. Earlier, I was annoyed by him but after reading about their past and everything, I'm at loss of words. And the fact that he too gave himself up deliberately to save WWX from the Wen Cultivators, it was shocking and yet true to his character.

And as expected, Jin Guangyao was a complex villain with a dark past which turned him evil. He really had a way with his words, as I found myself sympathizing for him regardless of the atrocious crimes he committed. His father could be held accountable for everything that JGY turned out to be. JGY could have been good if things were better for him. But yes, the things that he did were unacceptable. He was a vicious villain.


The reunion of A-Yuan and Wangxian was heartwarmng. And yes, it's always fun to see WWX's interaction with the juniors. I'm 100% sure that Sizhui would grow up to become a great man just like his dads.


'There was really no way to predict what would come out of this man’s mouth, especially considering how he had even gone so far as to shout in public about wanting to bed Hanguang-jun.'
This just summed up his personality in a single sentence. He's so witty and quick with his words. I really loved WWX's dialogues throughout the series. He made me laugh and and sad. But most of all, he made me love him. He's such a great character. And of course, he's the best at flirting with LWJ.

And Istg LWJ is so cute! The way he kept asking LXC about picking the lotus seeds and eating watermelon rinds by stir-frying them. I couldn't help but giggle. It was evident that he was thinking about eating them with WWX. And also the things they did in Yunmeng. God, I was giggling the whole time. He snared him, that was literally so romantic. There's something about this story that's so romantic than all the only few romances I've read. I know I've said it before a lot of times already but I'm in love with these two.


“You can try and see if I would deny you anything now,” Lan Wangji said.
Tell me that it isn't one of the most romantic things I've read. Okay maybe I'm over reacting. But I just can't help it. I'm gonna miss these two so much!
Oh lord, it's hard to say goodbye.(╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)