Oh my goodness I’m sorry but I can’t do it. I know pretty much no one will agree with me. The story itself is moving and sad, but the way it was told was just not for me. Why such vivid descriptions of soiled underwear? What does saying that a guy has a big penis add to the story? And it was so repetitive. I felt like I was reading the same thing over and over. I should’ve DNF sooner but I wanted to give it a chance. I can’t finish this unfortunately.