I had such a strange relationship with this book. I thought it was just an average experience (and I couldn't help but compare it to another book I've read and enjoyed a lot). it took me so long to finish it. I clashed with the writing s lot. but as I finished it, I realized I was glad I pulled through. it does have heart, and I learned to love (or tolerate) the characters and feel anxious as to what could happen next. I was reminded of found family and love and how complex it is.