This is not my kind of read. That being said, it certainly demonstrates a very thoughtful crafting, but the interior monologue did not really draw me in. It's a bit too dark for me. The crying out to be noted and remembered is something one presumes many grapple with as the seeming paths not taken. Nonetheless, I just couldn't connect with the character and frankly the challenge of trying to deduce some of the seeming riddles just disconnected me further.
I tried, but as my recommender said at least it is a short read.