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A review by bookswithdes
Heartless Sky by Caroline Peckham, Susanne Valenti
4.5
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️.5 stars.
it’s no freaking wonder this book is called heartless sky. like why is every one of the main characters fate left all fucked up. not only that, but there were so many ups and downs throughout the story. like it was so heartbreaking to see Diego’s life and death from his point of view, to see that all he wanted was to he wanted, needed, and loved and he had finally found that at ZA. And he faced his fears head on like a true fae would, and died for his friends and queens 😭. but it made me so happy to see Darius reassure Lance that their friendship wasn’t fake and continued their cuddles like nothing changed 🥹. another moment I loved was when geraldine gave Xavier carrots and a poem, and Darius a gold coin which had that date on it, the day they became a family 😭😭. and then i was absolutely loving the scenes with Leon!!! because he was definitely one of my favorites in ruthless boys, so it made me really happy. plus, i loved the new bond between Caleb and Lance. And then seeing Seth and Leon bond is AMAZING 👏👏!!!! Like the exact same personalities finally colliding. but, it was so sad to see the vision about the lives everyone missed out on because of Lionel 😩. BUT Seth and Caleb finally did something 🤭, but Seth freaked out because he thought Caleb regretted it but Caleb was just worried about not satisfying Seth when he reciprocated 😭. Miscommunication at its finest 😩. plus, it was so nice to see Lance and Seth become friends, although begrudgingly from Lance, especially when Lance let Seth cuddle him 🥹. and then poor sweet Xavier, he can’t ever have a moment of happiness or he has terrible timing like after his new Jacob’s latter or losing his virginity 🤦♀️🤣. y’all , the love declaration between Geraldine and max made me so freaking emotional, I love them so freaking much 😭, I need them to be Elysian mates. oh my goodness, y’all, I’m not kidding when I cried at the argument Darcy and Lance had before his declaration, then during his declaration, and then I CRIED during their divine moment 😭. and now Darcy is stuck in that shadow beast form all by herself, and Lance made a deal with Lavinia 😩. and then sweet Tory and Darius got the worst fate of all 😢.
Favorite quotes/scenes:
“Turns out, I enjoy the company of your shadow more than any other.”
“So go ahead and walk away from me, Blue, but I’ll be right behind you.”
“Would we make a beautiful couple that the whole of Solaria would celebrate instead of shudder at? Abso-fucking-lutely.”
“Seth!”
“But did I fuck her in her bed, in every position I could think up including the Hungry Vampire, proving I could make her scream louder than you did? Well, that’s debatable.”
“I’m yours, Roxy. For every single second I have in this world, I’m all yours. And after that I’ll still be yours, wherever I end up after I’m gone, I’ll belong right here with you.”
“You are better than him, Darius. And you might be a monster, but you’re my monster now and I want you just the way you are.”
“I need snuggles. Without snuggles, I get cold and lonely. And Darcy went to get breakfast, so your bear arms were going to waste, and I snuck in for a little hug time. I don’t see what the big deal is.”
“I don’t snuggle.”
“Liar.”
“You snuggle with Darcy and Darius all the time. But where’s my snuggles, Lance? Where’s. My. Snuggles?”
“You’re my equal. The man I’m in love with. And I won’t let you keep acting like you’re some lesser Fae now. In fact, I want to prove how much I think of you…”
“No. Get up, Blue.”
“I will kneel for you as you would kneel for me. You’re my king and I’ll rub my knees raw for you until you’re sated.”
“You have me leashed and collared, Darcy Vega. I’ll always be close by, watching you from the dark for as long as you’ll have me there.”
“You are meant for the sunlight, Lance Orion. So you’ll stand with me in it or else we’ll stay in the dark together.”
“She was my destiny, and there was no two ways about that. I would follow her so far into the light that I’d go blind, or so deep into the dark that I’d be lost forever.” (Lance)
“I still don’t deserve you. But I love you with all my wretched heart has to offer and I’m going to keep proving that to you with every moment gifted to me on this earth until my dying breath. So no, Roxy, I don’t want to sleep. Because I refuse to waste a single second that I’ve been gifted with you. I want to claim each and every one and work to make them good enough for you.”
“This was it now. Me and him, bound together in a way that we didn’t need the stars to grant us, because it was ours and we’d chosen it, fought for it and won it with blood, pain and heartache and no mate bond gifted to us by the heavens could ever compare to that.” (Tory)
“Shit dude, you look like you’ve been cheating on my sister with that hardback.” (Tory)
“Do I need to break her spine?” (Darcy)
“We’re the Phoen Dream, Bitchy Flame Eyes, Wolfman, Bitey C, Fish Fury, Dragzilla, Professor Shame and Batty Betty.”
“You’re not cursed, Blue.”
“But what if I am?”
“Then I will sell my soul to save you.”
“You always smile even when it’s raining.” (Tory)
“I like the rain. I swear this will pass, just like every other rainstorm, we’ll find a way through it together.” (Darcy)
“I’ll fight every single rain drop if I have to. One by one, I’ll cut them out of the air.” (Tory)
“I know you will.” (Darcy)
“I am owed nothing from you and yet you have given me everything. I am always surprised at what you hand me so willingly.”
“You are the most valuable man in the world to me, Lance, I wish that you’d see it the same way. Now come here, I’m going to hand you a book. Please don’t get a hard on.”
“Which book would you go into?” (Darcy)
“There is no story I would choose to live in but ours.” (Lance)
“I’d burn every one of these books for you.”
“When I’m queen, I’m going to buy you this library.”
“Then you can do whatever you like with these books, because they’ll be all yours.”
“I just know what I want and it’s you. In any way I can have you and every way you’ll offer. So if I can get you to be my bride then I’ll fucking take it. If you never want to get married, then I’ll take that too. If you didn’t want me this close and all I was left with was the option to watch you and hunger for you from afar the way I had to when we were Star Crossed, then I’d take that as well. It’s you, Roxy. Only you. So here I am and I’m yours. The rest of it is up to you.”
“Why would the queen have left a vision for us to find?” (Darius)
“You are right. You are most unworthy, a scaled salamander of suspicion, spawn of the false king, an unequal rapscallion of a man. And let us not get started on the Power Shamed scandal in the room.”
“Alright, Grus, that’s enough.” (Lance)
“So Caleb would be my new moon, my unreachable love hanging over me in the sky. And I would show up to watch it night after night with no resentment in my heart, just a lone Wolf on a mountain, trying to get close enough to bathe in its light.”
“I was possessive of my Blue, and maybe it was selfish of me to think that way after all she had been through, but there wasn’t a single thing I’d have changed about her, and to become who she was today, she’d had to be broken, put under pressure so she could emerge like coal into a diamond.”
“You really want this?” (Seth)
“I want you.” (Caleb)
“Fuck, I could come from hearing those words alone.” (Seth)
“The look he gave me, Lance, it was like-like–the apocalypse had befallen his cock. Oh my stars, I’m the acockalypse.”
“I’ve already ruined one friendship, I’m not dragging everyone else into this and ruining things with them too. But how can I fix things with Cal? What can I do-awoooo.”
“Stars give me strength.” (Lance)
“I’m not losing a single second more with you, Roxanya. You just earned yourself a Dragon sized stalker and I won’t be going anywhere until death rips me from your arms. Even then I’ll try to stay, I’ll be the air on your cheeks and the light on your skin, never leaving you no matter where you go.”
“Ha-ha! You can’t use my blood anymore for your elixir, Orion. I had loads of sex. Loads and loads of sex. With a guy and a girl. I double dicked and double dipped and all the doubles and had my dick in all the holes, Orion. All of them.”
*someone died*
“That’s wonderful news, sweetie, well done you. It sounds like you did a great job too, but we’ll have to discuss it later, okay?” (Catalina)
No… no. Not again.
“We are as unlikely as a fish and a dandelion finding truest love.”
“Well this fish would grow legs and crawl from the water to sit with you, dandelion.”
“And what if the wind blows and my seeds take flight?”
“Then I would grow wings and follow you to the moon. Because nothing in this world means more to me than you do, Gerry. And there are no differences we can’t overcome to be together.”
“Then meet me on the moon.”
“Will you kiss me and be mine in every way imaginable? Will you accept a grumpy asshole of a Vampire as your one true mate?”
“I will. But only if you’ll accept a clumsy nerd of a princess as yours.”
“I’ll love you ‘til the world is dust.”
“I’ll love you even beyond then.”
“I would spend every day worshipping my queen, my mate, and I would know with all my soul that there was no other Fae in this world who could do a better job of that than me.”
“You’re my Source.And you’re my best friend. So you’re gonna stay here with me from now on.”
“Yes, master.”
“What?”
“Joking.”
“Our love burns hot with unmatchable passion and eternal devotion as endless as the entire universe because we fucking fought for it in a way no other Fae have ever done before and none ever will. You’re not some gift from the stars to me, Darius. You’re the spoils of a war no one else ever could have won but us.”
“There is only you, Roxy. The stars can have it all, everything else of me but you.”
“There’s only you too, Darius.”
“Stay close.” (Darcy)
“I’m always in your shadow, you only have to look to find me there.” (Lance)
“I had never deserved her. But she’d been mine all the same. If only for the briefest span of time. So no matter how foul my luck had always been, I knew I had been blessed in that one, most vital way. I had tasted the heat of her kiss and drowned in the weight of her love, been consumed by it and owned by it and made whole by it too. I wasn’t a good man. And I certainly wasn’t a perfect one. But I had been hers.” (Darius)
“The only thing I’d ever truly needed and for the briefest span of time she had belonged to me. And that was enough. There is only her.” (Darius)
“I had been dipped in darkness, painted in sin and hardened into something cold and unlovable. And yet she had found some way to love me and I was liberated because of it, rising from that inky blackness I had known for so long, and laid in the sun. But now she, my light, was draped in darkness and I would not abandon her for anything in this world.” (Lance)
“Mom?” (Xavier)
“I have loved you unconditionally from the moment I first found out I was having you. You are my starlit boy, my light in the dark and I am so endlessly proud of the man you have become, my love.” (Catalina)
“Together?” (Catalina)
“Always, Kitty. We are bound as one, you and I.” (Hamish)
“I couldn’t taste him. The reckless, brutal, beautiful man of mine who had taken all the worst in me and found a way to see it as his deepest desire. The creature who lit me up all the way to my core, who saw every piece of me and made it burn brighter for him while offering all of himself in return. My dark nightmare, my beautiful daydream, my stolen fate.”