so i didn't hate this! no, actually there were many parts that i actually found really interesting. like i enjoyed seeing which characters fit with the gender swap and which ones seemed like they had the most change. i also liked noticing the little parts of dialogue that changed. beau's narration was really interesting and a lot of things made sense from his pov that i didn't like in bella's. 

the main reason for the low rating is because i just read twilight and midnight sun, so this was really boring to me at times. i basically just read the exact same story 3 times this month. also, some parts felt forced/awkward to me after the gender swap. i felt like more could have been changed to make the story more fitting these characters and less similar to twilight. 

finally, the ending. i totally understand how this is a way that twilight could have gone and it was actually really interesting to see it play out this way. but it was so upsetting to me. especially with how things were left with charlie. i just couldn't get over it.