I think that I'm obsessed with this book. I love Sadie & want to be here (and I'm going to selfishly think that I'm like her) and also the friend group in this book is on some Casey McQuiston level. The diversity of the friend group is *chef's kiss*. Also Jack????? He is the best. 

I loved that this book touched on childhood trauma and self-doubt but also showed powerful people and how they work to beat the negative thoughts in their head. 

Everyone has to read this. How is this a debut novel? I think Ballard just became one of my auto-buy authors.