AHHH IM INCOHERENT RIGHT NOW BC THAT WAS A ROLLERCOASTER OF A LAST THIRD
RE-READ 02/21/2021 - no one can stop me rip
(triggers at the end)
12/10/2020 holy shit better review to come maybe if i ever gather my thoughts but ... this is what ive been needing, i just know it in my bones. so close to the end and i have a new favourite to add to the list! i love it here!

bye while i go rewatch some merlin

REREAD 02/21/2021 - AND IT ONLY GOT BETTER! how did i read this the exact same way i did before but still find new ways to enjoy it and feel fulfilled by this story? there is just so much amazingness within these pages and i still don't think i'm ready to write a whole review about it just yet lol

for now, just know i love these characters, this plot, this storyline, the tough topics spoken about, everything about it is just spectacular in every way, shape, and form.

i've finished merlin since the last time i read this book, but now i shall go and rewatch it once again farewell

trigger warning for
death of a parent, grief, violence, past and present traumatic events, death (on-page), gore