This book should have come with trigger warnings - be aware of suicide/suicidal thoughts and self harm being an under current throughout this book.

Whilst I'm sure this book will find its audience, it sadly wasn't for me.

The often times repetitive internal dialogue made this a tough book to slog through. Mostly I found the book to be quite sad and disheartening. I wish that it had been a more uplifting representation of a differently abled person.

There were some lighter moments that eased the constant emotional push, I just wish there had been more. There are some wonderful characters included but again, the overall feel of the book left me feeling low.