I do not despise and feel disgusted by Humbert Humbert because he was a pedophile.
He makes my skin crawl because he considers himself a victim of nymphets charms, treated cruelly by Lolita, buys her body claiming to love her. He, the one blackmailing and lying to a 12 year old.
You were sick Humbert. May you rot in hell.
But the writing style is awesomeeee. You may sense his insanity and deviance in each of his words, as well as truly get how he saw Lolita: a real life sex doll with no voice and other personality traits.