A kind, sometimes funny and yet sometimes hard to read story of an addict at rock bottom. Ryan spends a large chunk of this book hating himself for hitting his rock bottom and yet being unable to get himself out, which is both difficult to read sometimes and yet ultimately, I found to be pretty accurate with my own experience with loved ones and substance abuse. 

I really loved Ryan. I enjoyed his narrative, which is very dry, sardonic and self-deprecating. There’s large chunks of this where I laughed out loud. It’s honestly a brand of humor I’ve not seen from these authors before but I really enjoyed. And finally, when Ryan does start to pick himself up, it’s very rewarding and very sweet. 

The love story between him and Chase is a side plot. Really, the focus here is Ryan’s own character arc and his struggle with addiction.

I received an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.