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A review by sarahs_spoilers
King by S.J. Tilly
4.0
đ¨ This is not a review. Itâs a list of plot events to help me remember the story. Spoilers abound! đ¨
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- King and Savannah: Neroâs second in command who kidnaps Savannah (a successful artist) and forces her to marry him
- Savannah showed up to a friendâs dinner party with a date, Lee, who she was planning on dumping (theyâd only been on two dates); Aspen, the hosts friend was there, accompanied by her brother King bc her husband was working
- Turns out Lee was actually Leland, Aspenâs husband - hell breaks loose
- Savannah needs her keys so she goes to Leeâs house to get them and hears King shot Lee; King then kidnaps her
- King makes Nero marry them
- âŚ..
- Savannah befriends some of household staff and gets high with them; King thinks sheâs adorable
- King creates a studio for her with all of her supplies and paintings sheâd been working on đĽš
Savannah gets away and scared; King finds her and she realizes she feels safe with him and tells him she wonât leave him again (he is freaked out!) - They start having sex and
King fucks her in front of a man heâs about to kill bc she gets off on being watched but he said heâd have to kill anyone who saw her nakedâŚso compromise - When Savannah has an art exhibit, king invites her friends on the staff, Payton and Nero and Val đ
- Someone sets Savannahâs studio on fire and
King thinks he knows who it is -Donnie OâReilly, a dude from the Irish mafia that the Alliance took down and who is supposed to be in prison Donnie gets into Kingâs house and tries to kill Savannah (bc King killed his entire family); she escapes and falls down the stairs; when King finally gets to her, she flinches (he thinks itâs bc sheâs scared of him when it was really that she was in pain) - King doesnât think he deserves Savannah after not being there so he starts avoiding her, watching her sleep and drinking during the day
She realizes this and holed up in her studio creating painting after painting of crowns that tell their story and, when he asks her why, she replies, âI fell in love with you.â đđ
âHoney.â He cups my chin, keeping my eyes on his. âIâll tell everyone about your art because Iâm fucking proud of you.â
Because with all of this?â He turns his head, taking in my paintings. âThe world doesnât feel quite so awful. So, yeah, Baby, Iâm proud of you. And if no one has ever said that to you before, itâs not because you werenât good enough. Itâs because they werenât.â
Me inviting the people close to me to my wifeâs art show shouldnât be life-changing. It shouldnât have been enough to put that look in her eyes. The look that said she was grateful to me. For me. I donât deserve her adoration. Hell, I donât deserve a single fucking piece of her happiness. But I think sheâs going to give it to me anyway.
Together, we get me on my feet, and with a hand around my waist holding me steady, King pulls the sweatpants up the rest of the way. Itâs so close to an embrace that I close my eyes and pretend it is.
Iâve loved her for a while. I think I started falling in love with her when she kicked me in the balls while I was kidnapping her.
âI wonât ever let you get hurt again.â
âYouâre hurting me now.â My voice finally cracks, all the pain and love and anguish breaking through.
âYou took me. And made me yours. I got used to your warmth. But then you took it away.â
A tear escapes down my cheek. âI donât want to be cold anymore.â
âYou made me love you,â I accuse him. âYou told me you were proud of me.â
âYouâve always saved me when I needed you most.â
âPlease stop pushing me away. Itâs okay if you donât love me yet. Just donâtââ King closes the distance, his big palms cupping my face.
âThere is no yet, Savannah Baby.â His thumbs brush across my cheeks. âPlease stop crying. I love you too fucking much to watch you cry.â
And I love you with my entire disgusting heart.â He brushes away more tears. âI donât deserve you. OrâŚâ I watch his throat work as he nods toward the paintings around us. âI donât deserve your art. Or your smiles. Or your joy. After everything Iâve done to you⌠Baby, the last thing I deserve is your love. But if you mean it. If youâve found a way to let me inside your beautiful soul, then Iâm going to stay there.â