Macadam writes with a narrative style while fluidly weaving in research to add depth to the story of the first transport to Auschwitz. It was a very emotional read and at times I had to take mental breaks to get through it but I think it is one of the most important books I’ve read. She did an incredible job giving voice to this era in history to the point that I felt like I knew all of them. I also loved how she acknowledged what areas were debated among survivors showing how much perspective matters. She explained why some parts of her research were difficult - mainly destruction of the historical record or the ways in which Nazis viewed what was important to document. I also thought she did a great job explaining how PTSD impacted the women while showing their resilience and humanity. I am greatly changed by the stories and learned a lot.