WHAT THE FUCK

absolutely furious w gillian flynn for writing such compelling fucked up women all the time, it's so rude for them to be this good.
i simply have too many thoughts about this to say anything substantial in a goodreads review, but i would kinda love to write a paper on this book with a disability theory lens, there's just so much going on here. the beginning was a little slow and meandered a while before i got hooked, but it's just such a weird and hypnotising story. i don't generally find crime thrillers actually disturbing in a stomach-roiling way but this one genuinely had me deeply concerned at several moments. very excellent