Wow, this book is.. I don't even know what word I'd choose for this book. It is sad but at the same time really beautiful. She was writing to all these amazing people and I was impressed. With her and what she went through. She really was brave and she didn't even realised it. This book touches my heart because I'm fighting against myself and I want to be saved but at the same time I don't want to. But somehow this book gave me power to try, not for myself but everyone else. I see how everyone suffers because of her sister and I wonder would it be the same if a went away. But I really don't want to leave this world. Here is why love reading books like this one. It shows me that I have to be brave and just let some things go. It gives me an opportunity to look trough someone else's eyes and to see that not everything in my life is bad.


In the end I just want to say that I'm glad she succeed to save herself and that she started to live in the moment and not in the past.