damn. just damn. I do not think I will ever recover from the three times my heart was torn out of my body in this book. I listened to the Audible version and then had to start reading it so I could go faster. I was completely in the world, I love Poppy and felt every hurt as she uncovered new betrayals and suffered devastating loss. I will be reading the next book in the series today and anxiously awaiting book three in the spring. 10/10 would recommend.