I want to rate this higher because his story of coming out is important and all the stuff he's dealt with is heart wrenching, but it felt quite disjointed as a narrative.

He jumps around a lot making it hard to keep track of which events happened in what order. The tone shifts wildly between traumatized, then insanely horny, then good experience right after, all while Elliot reads in a somewhat dissociated tone. Also I heard at least 3 errors in the audio book where lines were repeated.