this book is so sad, like, its written in shades of gray so everytime a new sad thing happen, you get sad too and when something not too sad (but still upsetting) happens, you're like, "that's not too bad, better than the other stuff" but then you pause and its like, they're 14-22, why is this happening to them oh my god... and you get so... depressed over it. very well written tho